day before yesterday i have eaten a mushroom dish with the result that i had a diarrhea the next day I won't go into detail but i couldn't even drink water and was not able to go on alms round this morning because i could not control or hold back the need to go to toilet or the cramps.
Laa came to see me at 8 o'clock and brought some food. After a day and a night of observing the fragileness of this bodies and of noticing suffering, i felt quite dizzy and almost fell over when Laa put the food in my bowl. That was when he decided to take over and and not let the silly nun eventually die here (i would not have died, i guess), so he ordered that we go to see a doctor.
I am now happy and grateful that he did.