may be i should add to yesterday's post that i feel rather happy the last almost 20 years. yesterday's insight about inherent sadness was most surprising to me.
some feelings are like rusty nails in a tree, grown together somehow, not easy to extrac. make sure you yong ones to work it out while your young.
it seems funny that it feelings, moods, customs, etc. are so hard to root out, whereas they are not really real.
but it's neither funny nor hard, it's just impossible and useless. it's like trying to catch a fata morgana for the purpose to chase it away. silly, isn't it?
what a relief to understand that what one sees as fata morgana does not exist, that it's just illusion. [sais the expert of ignorance of this fact :o)].