Going. keep going phalanyani.
I'm sleepy and drowsy but i do my best to continue the course with my brain sedatet by antibiotics.
I'm still clinging on to life. intense experience of the last days. only one short moment of really letting go.
But there is a good reason: only as humans we can attain arahantship and enlightenment.
This life is a rare and very preciouse chance and not to be wasted for some games like who is stronger bacteries or my willpower.
there is this one goal and only one way to get there.